extreme life change

last year mom said it was gonna be a good year for me to get married.. hahahahaha !!! obviously her wish didnt come true.. dont talk abt getting married la, i didn't even find anybody to marry pun.. well, i found five jokers though :)

this year, no special prediction, just a good year for me.. we'll see if it's good.. it did started good..

the ultimate utmost extreme change i did was to dropped all five jokers for a man.. a malay man somemore.. hmmm, kutuk punya kutuk, sangkut..

recently, starting from two months ago, my life changed extremely.. i went back to my events mgmt life, resigned from my deskjob, found someone who really loves me, stage-managing a cabaret show, directing my first play, found a wonderfully-crazy team to work with, also caught the package disease (flu, fever, cough) after 4 years...

as what am telling everybody, it's a crazy month. with not enuf sleep and less memory capacity to think, am dying.. but i am having fun.. still live day by day like before but a bit more organize.. will spend time with my darling every friday to sunday and do everything else either in between or during the weekdays. that includes attending rehearsals and bonding with my creative side, which, mind you, is damn exhausting.

this particular week, i organized a launch gambit for a client in which i cheated a bit. but hey, client was superbly happy, thanking my crew and me for a great launch moment. since they gave me a very ciput budget, i did what i could - instead of perspex we used mirror, instead of velvet we used satin, instead of electrical confetti we used manual party poopers, instead of pyro we used orange skydancers, instead of static globe we used round lampu pagar.. hehehhehe, smart huh..

today, i spent 10 hrs in a dance rehearsal taking notes on the casts and dancers positioning for the cabaret show.. the casts catch up very fast and the dancers, being dancers, dance beautifully.. we are one week to show. all production team are on the ball.

now i can still breath. once the show start, i will be in charge of the show. all cues are on my head. all cues means front-of-house cues, sound cues, lighting cues, wardrobe changes & scene changes. for 10 days, 2 hrs every day, my head will be on the line. of course i will have my technical & stage team to help me make sure that my head will still be attached to my body.

if i live to see the end of the show, i will have to go straight to directing my play pulak..


c'est la vie ! cheers :)