p/s ; darling, i love you..

I miss the time when we first met.
I miss our firsts.
I miss you telling me you love me.
I miss you telling me you miss me.
Oh God, I miss you.

We're so afraid of age.
We do everything we can to prevent it.
We don't realize what a privilege it is to grow old.
With someone who doesn't drive you to commit murder.
Or doesn't humiliate you beyond repair.
It hurts to see you love another.
It hurts to watch your love switches.
Oh God, it hurts til I can't breathe.

I just wanna tell you nothing you don't wanna hear.
All I want is for you to stay.
Live our life together.
Why don't you just take me where I've never been before.
I know you want to hear me catch my breath.
I love you til the end.

I know what you're really saying even when you don't say it.
You're mad at me because I'm no fun anymore.
I'm always bitching about life.
What you're really saying is this isn't the life you wanted, is it ?
What if this is all there is to our life ?
It means this is it.
I know what I want because I have it in my hands right now.
Do you know what you want ?
Because you better tell me now if I'm not it.

We're not a mistake just because we don't have anything.
And we are gonna last.
You know how I know ?
Because I still wake up every morning and the first thing I want to do is see your face.
I get so afraid sometimes our life's never gonna start.
But we're already in our life.
It's already started.
This is it.
I'm not going anywhere.
I love you til the end.

Oh God, please tell me that I deserve this love..